SHE

•zindagi ke safar mein yun darte nahi hai•

A girl seeming to be in her early twenties was pacing back and forth on the Veranda of a mansion she looked pale her lips were dry , she was biting on her nails her hair were quiet disheveled without a single thought she climbed on the railing of the veranda she looked down it was not quite high but maybe hugh 2 or 3 floors down ,she was about to jump from their when someone caught her hands and pulled her

"Nya!!! Pagal kahi ki"
(Nya!!you crack head}
A man man shouted at her with hand signs he looked like he is probably in his mid Thirties

"Nya beta!?! "
{Nya,my child}
A women came running towards her she was wearing a black sari her attire was matching with the man who held the girl it looked like they both were mourning for someone
The girl stayed silent she did not want to answer she had a blank expression her eyes had dark circles like she hadn't slept in days which was true

"Jane dijiye kaka kaki.. "
{Let me go uncle aunty}
She said her voice barely above a whisper
"Nyrah.. Don't do this" Her kaki said to her sadness and dried tears evident she showed her signs
"Come let's go inside" Her kaka said to nyrah
Nyrah could understand what they were speaking because she knew speech-reading

It had been a week since nyrah's father had passed away all her father's business partners had come therby, to mourn they left after 2 days right now only her kaka and kaki were staying with her

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Nyrah was in her room tossing here and there on her bed

"Nya, can i come in" A soft voice spoke As she entered her room
Nyrah got of her bed gesturing her to sit
"Aeta ki!? "
{What is this bengali}Her kaki Exclaimed looking around her room

It was quite a mess papers tossed here and there a broken mirror with dried blood stains clothes scattered around her bed

"What is this beta " She said she eyes looking at nyrah but nyrah avoided gaze she placed a plate with food on the table nearby while nyrah stood idly she bent down and started to pick the clothes and putting it on the wash basket
She called for a maid and said her to clean the broken mirror with blood stains and to neatly discard

"Nyrah this room will be cleaned come to my room" She commanded, nyrah quietly followed her
"So... Beta tell me what's wrong" She said with concern making nyrah sit on the couch
"Nothing" She said blankly without any expression
Her kaki sighed knowing she won't tell she's never been the same after that..
"Ok.. But i have to discuss something important with you." She said taking a deep breath

"Nyrah you have to marry CEO ayush niran radithya he is the most important business in india and the reaso-" Before she could continue nyrah spoke
"Ok" She got up from the couch to leave just then she caught her hand
"Let me continue baba, without knowing you are going? "

"Kaki ji hum reason ko jaan ke kya kare... Hame kam hai"
{Aunt what would I do knowing the reason I have some work}
With that she left
"Areeee udhar khana rakha hai!!! " She shouted showing hand signs
"Kha... Lena.. "

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Nayrah's pov

I was feeling nothing all the emotions that i should be feeling.. Anger, hatred, sadness, resentment everything none of them I had just come back from London yesterday I couldn't come directly after knowing about my father's death because of heavy raining my flight also had gotten delayed
I don't know why I'm feeling nothing as though I'm a living corpse
I was thinking all this stuff when I see a message from my best friend my i had not touched my phone since few days
I don't reply to any messages unless they are important
I take my phone to look at it

{Khushi}

Khushi: bro, kesi hai!? {Bro, how are you}

Nyrah: hum Tik hai aap? {I'm good you}

Khushi: mein tik hu {I'm good}

Nyrah: ok bye.

Khushi: Aree rukna jaldi kya hai, pata tujhe mere friend ayush ki shaadi ho rahi hai!?
{Wait.. Girl what's the hurry, do you know my friend ayush is getting married}

Nyrah: ...

Khushi: kya!? {Wait.. A minute}

Khushi: wait don't tell me.. Stay home I'm coming!!

As soon as khushi stopped texting nyrah flopped on her bed she couldn't think straight her head was spinning well it wasn't something new for her before she could start having her breathing problems she got up her legs shivering she rambled through her desk and found her Inhaler she quickly inhales it

Sighing a breath of relief

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